Today tearful.  Had big Huddle House breakfast.  He feels good.  The future is scary.  Trying to stay in the now.  I am medicated  for hives from reaction to turkey  mite medicine and STRESS.  Had baditchy burny swollen hives yesterday, had to go to ER.  Daughters, Lori (Oli) and Laurie took Blake to Chemo.  Thank God for family.  Paul and Sara got me home from hospital.  I'm on meds and recovering.  Grateful for small town caring, love, and gifts.